One Wish Poem by Nom Nom Nom

Careful what you wish for you just might get it
you just might end up dead
if you let it in your head
lifes a puzzle
it doesn't come with a muzzle
Just the pieces to mine are lost
and to buy more comes with a cost
I have to be healthy to work for you
I have to give up cutting too
I have to stop and look fine
but it doesn't help if my arms have lines
I have made lots over the years
its not just what it appears
they come and go
shortening my ego
I say I am fine and okay
but I dont think I could last another day
I want to disappear but not die
I want to say hello but instead say goodbye
I dont get it?
Im not the only one
who says their done
I am not trying kill myself
just trying to figure out my inner self
how am I supposed to find help
if everyone's walking away?
I cant always be on display...

~ Nom ~