Our Love Is Not A Love Poem by Dakota Erickson

It hurts to have you close to me, but it hurts when your far away
It hurts so bad to see you, and wondering what to say

I use to think i loved you, and i thought you loved me too
i thought wed be together forever, but our love was to good to be true

when we finally did break up it tore me apart and caused you no pain
i should hate you for hurting me so bad and the fact that i still love you is insane

its not a choice you get to make when falling in love with someone
telling yourself they are your other and believing they are the one

It hurts to know you love him after you promised you were through
And all that time I thought you loved me but it was only me loving you

i'm sorry i won't hug you, and i'm sorry we can't be friends
It just scares me so bad that i will fall in love with you again

i still love you and i wish you would love me to
and every promise i made, i meant, and will be kept and forever true

if only you could see and if only you knew
the pain felt and kept inside sometimes i wish you felt it too

you promised me you never lied and all the things you said true
you cant lie to me and honestly your only lying to you

please just be honest it is my last and only wish
say i never ever loved you i just used you to get kris

sometimes i wonder what would happen if kris was never here
but then i remember theres no reason to try to interfere

because now i see you love him and no matter how bad it feels
at least i know your happy and your love for him is real