Out Of Body Experience Poem by Eman Awad

I'm so out of body experience,
i eat when i'm hungry,
i sleep when i'm weary,
and i'm so weary, baby, all the time..

I move to orders, i speak to orders,
i'm weak at body,
i'm sick at heart,
and baby, i'm sure i've lost my mind..

I wake up when i'm supposed to,
i do what i'm supposed to do,
i utter convenient words,
and i feel devoted to you, 'cause you ryhme..

I write you letters from my heart,
i've imaginary conversations with you,
i ty to save the world and when i'm sure i can't,
i let go of it all, but i can't leave you behind..

It's all about you now,
all my life and my world revolves around you,
i just hope for this dream to come true,
you think i'm happy, baby, but i'm never fine..

I just want our tale to begin,
here, not in never never land,
i want to be with you not in dreams,
dreams if aren't about you are as savour as lime..

But when it's only words,
not sure you'd read them one day,
then i'll say i love you, i love you,
but i have no hope, you'll never be mine..

And days away from you are soar,
when my days with you never come,
my heart aches and weary me more,
and i'm so weary, baby, all the time..