Out Of Sight Out Of Mind Poem by Veronika Bitkina

I made you unimportant everywhere
deleted from the history and pages
so hopefully so soon i wouldn't care
for days, for months and whole amount of ages

I hate that you are special from the others
I hate to care for you and thinking not with brains
I hate that seeing you with girls so bothers
I hate that images of you are still remain

i really hate that you're so perfect just for me
like someone copy/pasted all i like(love)
so i will just delete you from my life and let you be
completely out. burning bridges. off.

i wouldn't do it otherwise
but.. you..
so freaking special. different. not like others..
I'm so affraid to meet your eyes..
and fall in love..
and you won't care.
i am not so special. Nothing matters.

For you it doesn't feel important anyway.
I'm not your girlfriend, friend or wife.
You're not my...
I hate it..
so I'm leaving from your way..
I hope you will forgive me.
Have your life.
Goodbye