Over That River, Lies... Death. Poem by Dislocated Heart

cross that river...
see a rainbow, for just a moment.

and drown, in a sea of death.
for theres nothing in life to live for.
am i right?

go emo.
dressed in black.
cut myself for pleasure which i fondly enjoy.

a mere cut is nothing. its SHIT!
whip me.
slap me.
torture me.

do what you want.
i dont give a damn.

dont critize.
dont judge.
you dont even know me.

living a shitty life since birth.
never could remember a happy moment.
theres a up... then a great fall.
smash my head to the floor.
blood, tears, for what?

you?
my family?
my friends?

you wanted to do it before.
now heres your chance.
grab that knife and stab it through my heart.