Overdose Poem by DEEPESH DEWANGAN

Popping pills in the morning,
Popping pills at night.
Cutting deep into my skin,
Holding my breathe tight.

Dressed up to look my best,
When i actually looked my worst.
I thought all this alcohol,
Would refresh my troublesome thirst.

I thought of myself,
As a strong one.
I wasn't superior at all....
This is what made my toes curl.

I take my second big hit,
The dark room becomes lit.
Its starting to make feel good,
Just like it should.

Starting to loosen up,
I'm starting to forget.
My heart is beating so fast,
I'am starting to sweat.

Don't bother to look,
As long as it takes everything away.
Its my turn again, I cough and choke,
But i still take another toke.

Laughing so hard i begin to cry,
I can hardly hold my head up high.
I can try to quit,
Or cut down a little bit.
But this all i can do to make him go away,
Because he haunts my mind every second of the day.