Pain Poem by ESPN CHICK

Can you see the pain that I go through?
All the tears that I have cried over the years?
Does anyone even care?
It seems like I am all alone in this cold world.
No one to love
No one but me, myself, & I.
The suffering by other people.
All I am thinking about is cutting myself.
Why?
I thought I told myself that I'm not even suppose
to think about that.
I like to be left alone but no one seems to listen.
I like to sit in my room all alone.
Just listening to music & I feel like I'm in heaven.
It takes all the sorrows, tears, & pain away.
It feels like I'm all alone & that's the way
I want it to be.
No one even cares anyway so why should I?

WRITTEN ON: Feb.22,2005