I dont want you to help me
I dont want to be saved
the longer i live
the longer the pain lasts...
my heart aches,
and i know how to stop it
the cuts and bruises
are nothing to be afraid of
I do it myself
it makes me happy on the inside
instead of the mask thats always in place
so please dont try to help me
i dont want to scare you away
but if you try to make me stop
and bring the heartache back
im scared i wont talk to you
even though
i think
deep down
i like you....
and that adds to the pain
knowing that you dont like me back
as more than just a friend....
the more that i see you
the more cuts i'll have
because everytime i see you
its something i'll never have
i want all the pain to stop
i want to just die
i dont want to kill myself
i dont want to make anybody sad
i want to keep living
so that i can keep hating you
i hate you so much
i hate how you talk to me as a friend
i hate how you look at me as a friend
i hate how you help me as a friend
but most of all
i hate how i dont hate you...
i hate how i love you
i hate how i care
i hate how you keep me alive
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Just a note...I wrote this poem a while back about some guy, but I no longer like him....he did something unforgivable....I want to delet it since these feelings no longer exists but since people seem to like it I might keep it here........ i dont think anybody really cares about this but anyway
Whole befuddled turmoil of smoky emotions making the world topsy-turvy. All poured out in one smooth sweep.
i want to get jess_tee to be my wife because i love her... sejak pertama kali lihat dia, aku jatuh cinta padanya
i always thingking her n i always want plus dream about her... because i love this girl(jess_tee)
tonnes of emotions Jessica; youngsters are really doing wonders; keep it up
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Wow! ! ! This is a very deep and well expressed poem.........