Jessica Anonymous

Pain - Poem by Jessica Anonymous

I dont want you to help me
I dont want to be saved
the longer i live
the longer the pain lasts...

my heart aches,
and i know how to stop it
the cuts and bruises
are nothing to be afraid of
I do it myself
it makes me happy on the inside
instead of the mask thats always in place

so please dont try to help me
i dont want to scare you away

but if you try to make me stop
and bring the heartache back
im scared i wont talk to you
even though
i think
deep down
i like you....
and that adds to the pain

knowing that you dont like me back
as more than just a friend....

the more that i see you
the more cuts i'll have
because everytime i see you
its something i'll never have

i want all the pain to stop
i want to just die
i dont want to kill myself
i dont want to make anybody sad

i want to keep living
so that i can keep hating you

i hate you so much
i hate how you talk to me as a friend
i hate how you look at me as a friend
i hate how you help me as a friend

but most of all
i hate how i dont hate you...
i hate how i love you
i hate how i care
i hate how you keep me alive

Just a note...I wrote this poem a while back about some guy, but I no longer like him....he did something unforgivable....I want to delet it since these feelings no longer exists but since people seem to like it I might keep it here........ i dont think anybody really cares about this but anyway

Comments about Pain by Jessica Anonymous

  • Rookie Dr Rajesh Kumar Vaid (12/6/2008 6:36:00 AM)

    Whole befuddled turmoil of smoky emotions making the world topsy-turvy. All poured out in one smooth sweep. (Report) Reply

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  • Rookie William Budhi Subiyanto (11/7/2008 4:54:00 AM)

    i want to get jess_tee to be my wife because i love her... sejak pertama kali lihat dia, aku jatuh cinta padanya (Report) Reply

  • Rookie William Budhi Subiyanto (11/2/2008 3:58:00 AM)

    i always thingking her n i always want plus dream about her... because i love this girl(jess_tee) (Report) Reply

  • Rookie rajagopal haran (11/10/2007 10:14:00 AM)

    tonnes of emotions Jessica; youngsters are really doing wonders; keep it up (Report) Reply

  • Rookie Stacy S (2/15/2007 11:45:00 PM)

    Joshua said it! Felt so many feelings when I read it :) (Report) Reply

  • Rookie - 5 Points Joshua Fegley (12/10/2006 4:13:00 PM)

    Wow! ! ! This is a very deep and well expressed poem......... (Report) Reply

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Poem Submitted: Sunday, December 10, 2006

Poem Edited: Tuesday, December 7, 2010

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