Pain Within My Happiness Poem by Omolola Oladotun David

Yet again I find myself
Drenched within my personal fears
At the very point I rise to smile
Within my utmost search I find yet another scare

A quest for the unknown my heart still hustle
With many questions I have to puzzle
A real battle within my little castle
A wish I dread never to face in battle

My lot I can't but face
With life so doubtful here in my sad phase
I have a sore so deep within
One that beams yet bleeds within

Reality they say is beautiful
But my reality I see so dreadful
The ones I call and choose to love
The same I find so confused to love

My happiness has always been sure to come
But yet with little or no time I still succumb
To their wary sweet yet thong words
As it Pierces through my heavy thoughts

At this road I stand to gaze
With all hopes dashed yet in vain
To love or to hate
To live or be late

This quest I sure must come to solve
For there's no road in me to turn
I can only hope this pain will pass with time
Like the rain that came and left in the past

Written 2/April/2018 @ 10: 23pm