Perplex Timez Poem by MaNiC MoE

My life is mixed up
I don't know were to go and what to do
It's all so new
Since the last vacation and I'm perplexed and still
Nothing, I lost my will
My goals and aims blured
It's like I fell over a hill
And suddenly lost control

Right now I've lost it
All my ideas and thoughts are frosted
I've gone extraordaniary blind
I'm taking IGCSE!
And I'm far behind in studys
I've just succumbed
I can't catch up
Dammit! It's too late
And that's why you see me hisitate
And start to go twitchy
Whenever you say school
Damn, it's worst than stool

I've got no choice
I've even lost the potential
I can't feel rejoice
I need help

I barely know what to do
This earth is a curse these times
These rythmes make me quite better
It's like I'm writting a letter to myself
At least I'm decribing my feelings

As this world spins, I'm locked in hisitation
Light is blocked due to my week anticipation at class
My parents thought that my copybooks are empty cuz of my eyes' problem
So they bought me a pair of glass
Useless... I didn't catch up
I just stopped
And gave up

Now I'm in real trouble
I passed the Physics test by 1\2 a mark
It ain't mundane that I get such boo marks
I'm usualy the 3rd at my grade
I'm shocked and appaled

What can I say?
God I need the power... I need your help
Otherwise, I'm about to explode in anger
I've went soooooooo crazzy

I need some help?
How? Where? Why? and When?
I don't know how to catch up
I didn't study what we took in November last year
That's why I'm shivery and having a lot of fear from the exams

Now I hate school more than ever!
Now I wish it rains and the school floods!
Now I wish time goes back!
Now I wish I redo the year!
Now I need to catch up!
Now I need to shut up!