Pills Poem by I wish i was as invisable as he made me feel

take these she said..
i wanted to cry...
but without these pills,
i'd probably die? ?
Not by a cancer,
or a life threatening pain,
but my suicidal ways,
that i'd go through again...
living on drugs in absolutely no fun...
but ur too supressed..
to even attempt to run..
they mess with ur thoughts,
they mess with ur head,
and if you stop taking them,
you may end up dead..
i don't know why they put me on them..
they reckon i have given up the fight..
and that i am falling down again..
is what they saying right? ?
but i'd probably break down,
and turn to my old ways,
and pick back up that blade,
and turn to my old ways...
but that's just how i roll,
it bloody well works for me..
i can't figure this all out..
if ur drugs won't allow me! ! !