Here I lie again
Thinking of thoughts
That should never be thought
Wondering why thoughts of the future are always
...
White-hot flames that,
In your absence,
Peak.
Twisting, contorting;
...
Well I heard life wasn't fair-
But this?
Every day I do the wrong thing.
...
When you are with me
I feel safe, secure, and loved.
-Always-
Never having to worry
...
You possess not one admirer,
For they themselves possess you
Deriving you of your happiness
You never even attained knowledge of
...
My thoughts dash about,
Shattering self-control.
I'd blame you,
But I couldn't hold the grudge;
...
You can't seem to abandon my thoughts;
Even after many halfhearted attempts to chase you away.
Now... I've decided I don't want you to leave.
...
Another kiss
Another promise smashed,
Crushed,
And broken into oblivion.
...
Standing on the verge of exhaustion,
Feet dangling just over the edge,
Testing the temperate waters.
...
In the day's first rays of light,
An alarm clock sounds
With obnoxious rhythm.
Shattering silence.
...