Possibilities Poem by Jessica Lynn Sumahit

I can't take this anymore.
I have to know.
Its killing me and i can't help but feel like a mistake,
like my life is a failure.I can't stand this feeling,
and i don't want this to change what we had.
but i know either way it will.
no matter what i choose to do with it, it will change every thing.
this is a very big problem that dwells inside me.
and no matter what i can't get it off my mind.
my life will change for ever.
but it will make my eyes open so much more then i could ever think.
it will bring me happiness yet endure my tragedy
and i don't want to cause any problems with it.
but this must happen.
this must change
and i hope, with every ounce of my power
that i can still stand strong
and that i can still live, and carry on.