Pulling The Trigger Poem by Jade Blaydes

Putting thegun up to my temple
Holding it there as my hands tremble
Thinking if it's a pro or a con
My reasoning has been long gone
Wishing someone could understand
I broke the hourglass that held my sand
Pulling the trigger would not be so bad
And none of you would even be sad
My time is up, no time for good-byes
Standing there watching as my mother cries
Looking at my body just wondering why
Not remembering why I wanted to die
Angels are nowhere to be seen here
Now that my desission is clear
Reasons to stay overpower why not
Noww the darkness is all that I've got