Punish Me Poem by sharmaine walker

punish me like you always do
when all i do is try to care for you
Tell me i am wrong, when i know i am right
Kiss me and hold me all threw the night
I just know when the sun rises and i open my eyes
you will be out of sight, nothing bit a clouded memory of what was once there
And then you stare at me as if i am crazy
Like you aren't making, me feel what i feel
Spin me in a circle and ill go around, and around
I am your muse
Because you take me up and pull me down
I'm never standing on solid ground
Look beyond my skin, hear the story i am telling form within
see my heart, know my mind is distant
it is resistance to humanity
because i treat myself worse then you ever did
I am my own Chemical drug, because i allow you to strip me from
my innocent, so I will keep my distant
As i fade into the background