Questions Poem by RiNi Joseph

why do i feel so lonely
when there's a crowd around me
why do i want to escape
when i have no problem with the landscape
why do i feel so lost
when i'm in a place that i know most
why can't i seem to know
the reason i'm living for...

can i sink into my dreams
can i sleep and never wake up
can i rip off the mistakes from my past
can i put the the disasters at the last
can i say goodbye to my pain
and hide my tears beneath the rain
can i tell sorry to my bad sad life
for bein a dissappointment and being alive....

why does my heart break for no reason at all
and ruin my lifeless, dead soul
why can't I learn that it's ok to smile
even if happiness is away by miles
why can't i see the beauty of sunlight
when i feel safer when it's dark at night
why is there no one to let me feel
the reason why people are smilin around me.....

if someone answers these questions for me
they'll be my saviour, my angel..
if they will let me know what's reality
i'll preserve them throughout eternity...
if someone atleast tries to make me feel more alive
i'll be with them as long as i survive..
if someone shows me that the world is not like what i see,
i'll thank them for lettin me become free..