Quick And Painless. Poem by Dislocated Heart

Its the coldest night..
Theres no snow, not even the wind that blows..
in a room,4 walls, one window.
I stood, watching the walls fall.

Quick and painless,
I keep thinking..
but I know.. It'll be quick..
it'll be all over.. within a blink of an eye..
with an exhale inhale..

With all thats in mind..
I will soon fall.

Quick and painless..
I think thinking..
I'll be alright...

I repeat and repeat in my head..

after the fourth time sayin it..
the fifth time.. I start gettin no..
no..
no.. I wont.

I'll let it drop,
I'll let it go..
I'll let it sting..
till the day I forget..

Its the coldest night..