Quietly I Am Gone Poem by Theresa Short

I sit here in complete silence,
My life and soul on the fence,
Not sure which way to choose,
Either way I will loose,
Myself within my mind,
Please realize you weren't kind,
Now I have you know I'm gone,
Kinda like a old song,
Out of date,
The reason I shall state,
I have so many emotions bottled up inside,
But I will not say them, I rather have them hide,
No one really cares so why should I,
It will only have me explode and cry,
Oh how brutal this all really has come to be,
Why can't people and emotions leave me be,
I am turning into a psycho,
I am going to take the gun and it will blow,
My life and mind over the fence maybe cut me in half,
If only people would do the math,
I am strong but I break easily inside just don't show it a lot,
That's why I come off as a snot,
Really I am not,
I just need a shot,
In my head,
To go to bed forever,
Not to return ever,
Be reunited with my animals I lost,
At no cost,
Quietly I am gone.