Razorblade Fate Poem by TyjaRae Guy

Carve open my wrist
With your razorblade kiss
Swallow a bit of my pride
Leave me for dead
With the words that you said
Push all my feelings aside
Smother my heart
Like you did from the start
Forget all the kisses we shared
Burn through my skin
Scar the feelings within
Forget that I ever cared
Smile at my pain
As I stand in the rain
Remembering your lips against mine
And the cold in your touch
Proved to be too much
As I felt shivers sent up my spine
So attack all my bliss
With your cold empty kiss
Swallow some more of my hate
This won't ever last
Too much pain in the past
So move on and live with your fate


Depression
An endless battle,
Against the world,
Against your family,
Against yourself,
Pain, hurt, agony,
Confusion, frustration,
Always there,
Too many suffer,
So few speak,
Secrets of pain,
Silence, isolation,
Till the end,
The day everything is cured,
The day they get the courage,
And pick up the knife,
Put an end to it all,
No pain,
No agony,
No fights,
No confusion,
No frustration,
No life.....
That's the only cure!
They say doctors can help,
But have they gone through
The torment and pain,
I think not,
The only people that can help,
Are people like you and me,
Who live this life,
The life of sadness,
Tears are our only company,
Sitting in our rooms,
Deciding if we should live,
Another day,
Or play God,
And put an end to it all,
Death is inevitable,
Why put up with the pain,
To only die anyways,
Answer me this,
Why?