Realization Poem by A Dark Lifetime ...

In my mind there is a cloud
Its something different, its quite loud
Its screaming about something black
Once I enter there is no turning back
I wish for a comfort here in the dark
Something sharper than the red shark
And even if this all is a dream
The darkness wont stop its scream
Golden shivers are dancing again
A mix of them is called my friend
Somehow everything I now days see
Is turning around, against me
But the darkness inside of me rules
Keep swimming in those shallow pools
And that hand that first reaches the end
Will realize that this all never happened....

Inside my mind there is a cloud..
Inside that cloud is where I found
Found a child, found a blondie
That darkness is really just me....