Reason For My Smile Poem by kavita bhat

when i tried hating you....
i started loving you more
i cant do it, i realised
and so i started to ignore

when i tried ignoring you
i realised i got more closer
when i asked myself for a solution
try to forget...was the answer!

when i tried forgetting you
in every thought, you were present
now i am tired, cant fight against myself
i dont wanna make anymore attempt

throughout this jounry i know i wasnt happy
as i was tring to fool myself for a while
why shud i try to hate, ignore or forget you
when you are the reason for my smile.