Reason Why I Cry Poem by katie pinson

I wish i could stay in a bubble
and not have to deal with the trouble
so problems won't keep adding in double

Where my pain isn't big but rather small
where I will always have a person to call
without making me want to crawl onto a ball

But what if the person i need to get by
Is the reason why i cry

I feel like the walls are crashing in from behind
It happens too fast, I feel blind
my heart is somewhere i can't find
because it is still part of you, so tightly intertwined

It is the worst feeling
just wishing this could all just blow out of the ceiling
and start the process of healing
because of each wrong card we put into the dealing

I try to be strong, to not let anyone see through the pain
but still my love is connected to a chain
all of this attachment is hard to maintain
my position is hard to explain

I love him and i hate him at the same time
some kinds of love should be a crime
like a bad poem that doesn't rhyme
or as a dirty kitchen full of grime

But what pulls me back in
is the fact he puts goose bumps on my skin
and he gets the things out of me from within
That when we are fighting, he always manages to make me grin

There isn't much more I can take
from causing all this heartache
I push and pull myself trying to awake
but i have to look forward and say it was my mistake

But what if the reason why i cry
is because your the person i need to get by