Reasoning Poem by Matthew Boisjolie

Your actions leave the sour stench, like cigarettes in a hotel,
lingering and waiting for the next to come to stay,
to get some shelter from the elements,
the simple rules that you swore by,
that you told me in our verbal agreement that would not happen,
the window is open, and the cold, wet, sickening draft is allowed to come in,
the utter collapse of the establishment, my establishment,
all i could do is sit and watch it burn, fall to the ground,
near my face, i can not adhere,
your prophecy was accomplished at the cost of me,
all this time your cries, they haunt me, they chase me,
your side, you chose, my demise,
the sour taste of irony i can not escape,
the sweet words of devastation you speak, overwhelms my dreams,
my actions, my life, my emotions, begin to cry,
scanning my actions like a search engine,
the same thing i scanned to discover the secrets,
the second life you had, and my emotion collapse in a single search result,
i sit and wonder, i sit and cry, i sit and destroy myself,
to find out i do not care, i do not care, i do not care,
an internal combustion implosion is imminent,
the alarms have been sounding, yet i can NOT ESCAPE! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
i ask a favor to not be dropped,
yet when i needed you most, you begin to cry,
my life, my heart, my mind aches, cries, implies,
the day we met, i knew i was hung up on you,
but i guess your reasoning wouldn't have it any other way! ! !
I have a sentimental realization of rejection,
they say 'don't fail like you always do',
but your actions are beyond reasoning,
the guilt pieces are falling around you,
yet i contest i hold the bigger piece,
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