Regret Of Mine Poem by Abdulkadir A Arjali

I absolutely trust you,
My heart has already engaged.
And you accepted it first time,
Your heart was happy with the love.
Perharps now you started to change,
From a champion to a loser.
You comfirmed my trust, then.
And you declained me now.
Why did you let me in?
Since you dont want to hold me standstill.
Resistance, patience, tolerance….
You predicted to me by then.
Now you insist,
You just abide saying “ayrılalım artık”
The words become very heavy, when I think of it,
That I cant even resist it`s ampleness.
And all trust has disapeared,
I try to forgive and forget…
And I see the forgiveness beneath to humbleness.
Then the forgetfulness is for the devils sometimes,
By the other way is an excellent..
When I did all I became the generous,
I won my heart delibrately,
Then I told me that I am free now,
Because I was many sleep ago in vain.
No pain anymore…