i don't want to dwell on the past
hold my head up high
push away those sorry lonely thoughts
gaze into the future with a smile
block out all the bad
try to forget what happened
i do my best to ignore it
but it keeps creeping up
the bottle corrupts
alcohol fueled fights
the booze destroyed my heart
yet i still pick up that bottle
all the nights,
we laid together
how i truly hated you deep inside
the thought of your voice still makes me cringe
my love for you was real
the hate was thick
the arguments never ended
your the most stubborn person i have ever met
as i sip from the brown bottle
i reminisce on all the good times we had
the laughs we shared
remebering your warm body next to mine
but the anger surfaces
your cries and lies
always out to get me
you wouldn't be happy until my demise
we once were close
closer than anyone could ever be
it will be hard to ever find that again
i've bin chasing it like a crack trying to get high
you were always so blind
nothing was ever your fault
all your blame trying to put me to shame
i'm sick of it
we walked our separate ways
screaming and yelling
tears dripping
not even a proper good bye
we have bin together every day for a long time
didn't know how i relied on you every day and night
i couldn't have imagined the pain that burns way down deep inside
i've lost
all the battles
neither of us won
were both alone
when we were suppose to be one
we did it all
there wasn't a stone untouched
i guess soul mates don't always emd up as one
why did God have to make it so hard?
i take a sip from my brown bottle
smash it on the ground
why does this poison
corrupt us all?
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