Remember Poem by Amber Leigh

I'm sick, of crying, over you,
but every night, i think of you,
i think of thee, thee think not of me,
you've turned my world blue,
memories start from good to bad,
fore i wish for good ones,
to only have,
and wake up, to deja-vu.
Over again, repeat this joy,
instead i cry, over a stupid boy.

Remember when, you introduced,
yourself to me, my calmness reduced,
i melted inside, each time i saw you,
outdoor games, made us close,
you were just a pawn God had posed.

Video games, i always lost,
but i didn't care, as long as you were there.
Remember when, we got in trouble,
water balloon fights, up until night,
Or the time when, we sat on the bench,
for 2 hours, your shoulder you lent,
for me to lean on, & keep me warm,
'til 8 o clock, you had to go home.

Or at the movies, the old man kept smiling,
who came at bad times, when we were fooling,
around all day, 'til the night, ate out for dinner,
after 2 movies that day, you kept trying to kiss me,
you succeeded, we held hands,
for the rest of the movie, i couldn't stand, to let you go,
got in the truck, you brought me home,
longest ride, didn't want to leave, biggest hug,
i've ever received.

How about when, I shot your feet,
with a bee-bee gun, we laughed together,
I had fun ;) you tackled me down,
so I couldn't get up, i looked in your eyes,
but it wasn't enough, I could've just stayed,
lying in dirt, i didn't care, if i got hurt.
How about when, our phone call was long,
7 or 8 hrs, I miss your voice, it reassured me,
through all the noise...

You came to the hotel, went for a swim,
my waterfilled mouth, filled yours instead,
he made me feel comfortable, like a friend,
treated me equal, no confusion in my head,
i laughed real hard, when you attempted,
to catch the football with your feet,
stepped on it instead,
fell backwards on the green, grass, i helped you up,
with the hand you hurt, i didn't realize,
which one worked? ? ?

Or, the walk to the river, rocks skip across,
'throwing' rocks at you, your mind you 'lost,
got 'mad' at me, this happiness you cause,
How bout the b-ball court, kicked the soccerball in the road,
a car came by, our voices were shy,
the ball you made explode.

Remember, behind the barn,
too many memories to explain, were fun,
are now all down the drain,
Amen to my good memories, to h*ll with the bad,
if only i was better, than to make you mad.

I'm sorry i wasted your time,
and that i missed you each day,
thoughts of you in my head stayed,
sorry im not a wh*r*, and we lied even more, as time continued,
i'm sorry i bothered you, when all i wanted was to see you,
and i probably embarrassed you, most importantly,
I'm sorry my problem was ALSO you.

Just forget me, i'm sure you have,
i know i havn't, and i won't, I want you erased,
but i need you, not waste, but why should i care?
you broke my heart, through your friend,
what? no confidence to spare? ? No, not on me...
you led me on for a month out of three,
you make my moods swing, from happy to sad,
emotional not emo kid, feelings gone bad,
what happened to me? I've never loved this much,
i guess i deserved to lose you, as a memory untouched,
now i sit, on this bench alone,
waiting for you to come back, but as time goes by,
i realize, love is my heart attack, attacks your heart,
a broken heart's the same, someone gives you respect,
then fills you with sh**, your love then fills with shame,
break it off, before it breaks you,
i waited too late to try, didn't want it to end,
you did instead, you left me here to cry,
i'm sick, of crying, over you,
but if i didn't, I wouldn't still love you.