Road Map To God Knows Where Poem by Marquel Patrick

I alienate myself from the herd so naturally I'm seen
But as far as being heard all I can do is dream
And pray that my world isn't as bad as it seem
It's so bad that mind isn't one it's a team
They keep the peace at the cost of the balance
They fighting more and more each day for dominance
So excuse me if I can't stay on track
Cuz sorry I'm creating my own
And I have no idea which way to go
Right now I'm just traveling whichever way the wind blow
Impatient so I don't like move slow
I'm was told that I was controlling so I don't really go with flow
Give me sometime one day I'll be perfect though
One day I'll be in a world where the sky is always blue
Where I know and control everything I do
But right now I can't stand the rain
And my brain is always filled with pain
And my body is always drained
I just laying down the frame
For the picture that is to be my life
Cuz right now it's still undone
And needless to say it hasn't been fun