Rocky Paths Poem by Aislinn Armstrong

Time to think with a heart to sink,
not sure I want a reunion but won't have you believing this sh*t,
between pregnancy and cheating I think it needs to be put straight,
Even if words cannot be undone and rows have become too great,
even if saddened I won't have these memories 'baddened',
No it doesn't seem fair that we have fallen apart into their lair,
if even to analyse all those lies, they would still swear a black crow was white and gracefully in a tone that sounds so polite,
so to be fooled by those deceiving eyes we have come to the end; it's now goodbye's, still unsure how I feel my emotions to conceal,
there was never any trust it was always lust,
we have too different a lifestyle and when it comes to love you seem to run a mile,
I've tried and cried and now paid to be accused with a fragmented heart now broken,
you didn't even believe i've changed, nor gave me five minutes of your time, no-one can blame me for starting back toking and smoking,
this past month has been nothing but tears and stress until today I missed your caress,
Only to be called a cheat and a b*tch? slight technical glitch-
some may want to get their story right-well not now that it matters all the rows have begun to ignite, I'm too tired and I don't believe now it's even worth a fight,
It was like a relationship with myself, you've got me with my hands up,
I had actually fallen in love with you but after today that love I think i've fallen out of, to be able to turn on me like that with so much hate,
I wish things went better and I had of listened to my family and friends but I guess it's too late and it was down to fate,
we're not meant to be but a fall like this I didn't see,
to your touch i'm addicted but things turned out as predicted,
hope things wourt out as you've planned and i guess it's time to move on from here.