Runaway Part 2 Poem by ESPN CHICK

Don't you see this plain inside of me
Lying here in the tears that I cry
Trying so hard not to let myself go
All I want to do is just runaway
Runaway from everything and everyone
Looking at these scars to see they are real
As real as can be
Wanting everything just to disappear and
Never return
Feels like I'm living the same day over again
Its just so hard not to cry
I'm sitting here in my own tears that I cry
It seems like no one understands
I just want to runaway
Far away as possible
Sick and tired of this so called life
It feels like I've been cursed forever and ever
Just wanting this to go away
Let me live this life in the tears I cry
And the blood that I bleed

Written in 2007