Sadness Poem by lilluth amelia grim

I try to hide my sadness
I try to smile
the smile is only a fake smile
tears are in my eyes
I try to fight them away
I try to hold my tears back
I try to hide my sadness
people always find it
I keep denying im sad
when really I AM
I guess I cant hide it forever
I try to hide my sadness
sometimes it gets the best of me
I cry
I hide myself away in my room
sometimes I wont talk to anyone
I will make the excuse im busy when im not
I try to hide my sadness
I write my thoghts and feelings down then burn them
I can sometimes act like im okay
9/10 times it works
but theres no fooling people
I hide myself in a shell
I only come out
if I have college
if im getting food or drink
if im out with my family
the rest of the time I hide myself in a shell
my sadness o my sadness
go away
its killing me deep down inside
im tearing myself apart
I keep refusing to eat
because people put me down or im down or im sad