Sathy Poem by Janeth Abreu

I only wanted to love you, to know you, to be with you; to be together. I believe you wanted the same but didn't want to get too close, for you had already had your true heart broken before. You are afride to love again. But instead of getting to know me, the real me. You thought with your actions frist and not your head or your heart. You pushed me away with your words of the past and your thougths. Which made me realize I was asking and wanting more than what you were ready to give. Now you make me have second thougths about every move I make towards you. Now I only find reasons to be upset with you. But I thank you for awakening me to reality. I neither hate you nor love you but feel for you, for I now know you better than I expected. Even though we are still together I find myself sad that I can't be my whole self towards you and it makes me even sadder that if I say I love you; you wouldn't say I love you, too.