Saturday Night Poem by Simply Ruby

Thinking about it now it's so much of a blur.
Of course i remember what happened
but it also seems so far off. Yea. A blur.
All i know is that i almost died Saturday night.

The person who tried to kill me is not well
I've known for years about her mental state
Still, i never thought she could actually try and harm me
She is my friend, i know her so well, or i thought i did.

I think back to Saturday night and she seems like a stranger
Who was she? why did she do it? i've asked myself this a lot
I am now so very afraid because what if she tries to hurt me again?
She never thought she would ever do it. I never thought she would
Yet here we are.

Once finally home i allowed my thoughts to come back
Making me almost have a panic attack because
i realized someone tried to hurt me and i can't run from her
i can't cut her loose, i can't hide. I am scared because
Someone tried to kill me and that someone was myself.