Sceard Of What Will Happen. Poem by eilena xxx

i'm sceard of what will happen,
I'm sceard of what you will say,
I'm sceard that i will dissipear that day.

what you say wont shock me,
but it will shock my heart.

i new that it was coming,
tha day that we would part.

you walked up with your head down,
not sure what to say.

i new i had this coming,
but hoped not today,
i wanted to spend more
time with you even if just a day.

i wanted to tell you i felt this way,
i didnt want you to go throught
with this not in that way.

i wanted to go forword,
not take a big leap back.

but thats not why your here today.

your words where not right,
you stutterd with pain and frite.

you new what you were saying,
but hoped it wasnt ture,
the thought of me leaving you.