Seeing My Soul Shake Apart Poem by Jamal Hamadani

And I do know why
I just choose to do nothing about it
It's my fate
And maybe it's a little too late
To realize I made mistakes
But that is fine
I accept whatever my path holds for me

Destruction or highest peace

Left in hell or the highest peak

Watching your soul shake
And feeling it rotate
Inside where you cannot change it
Is a sight where it gives you such fright
Like you know it's the end but what do you do?
You don't do anything
You just try to spend these last moments calm while your souls bending through broken shards
It feels like the light is just too far
To possibly run after it
Because the faster you run
The more invisible it seems
Stay in one spot
Just stand next to me
And welcome
The End

I tend to cry inside when no ones in sight
Because when tears make their way
Anger latches onto my face
And I have patience for nothing

Patience for no one

I'm a heartless boy

I throw words around like toys

I welcome the end
Because I know it's a nice way to watch the world suffer

I disregard what people say

I stop listening

I start daydreaming

I start becoming

Lost

So far

Away

I see nothing anymore
I see just blank
But my thought process still exists
It's like my shadowy figure is gone but the sun still isn't there
Was I pushed further into space?
To a place I can't understand?
I do not know anymore
My heart is full of hope but where does the hope lie
In someone else's eyes?
I just do not know!

Staring into the stars
Allows me to look extremely far
It's like a spar with space
Feeling all its grace
Injecting all its beauty inside your soul
But sadly
No matter how much beauty it holds
It will not repair your soul back to whole
So maybe a different path is needed
So you may at least possibly say you succeeded
But before you say it, think it
Be absolute sure that you mean it
And that you see it

The End