Shaking, Aching, Dying Inside Poem by Reed Dietiker

Holding back these tears of pain
So, scared I'll never be sane
Get the padded room ready
The attempt will show, I wasnt steady
My words must mean nothing
My heart is just a peice of something
I finally found my reason to live
You are the one, my heart to give
Shaking, Aching, Dying Inside
The smile, is just used to hide
You go, I go, because Im that dedicated
I shouldnt have sat and waited
Medication is just an easy O.D.
Im just a problem, so I'll leave