Shall I Love You Poem by Rehab Helmy

shall I love you once more time?
I can hardly answer this question
once, I loved you and
gave up my soul to you
you broke my heart and still do
shall I be kind and give you
my precious heart again?
or shall I keep my pride and lose you?
hardly I can answer any!
everytime you say sorry,
and hurt me again
the one real thing you dont know:
it hurts so bad and I'm bleeding deep inside
you can see a strong girl on the outside of me,
but no one know how this girl feels
I 've to be strong and
shall not love you once more
yes, this is my decision
I must lose you forever
someday, you 'll be a memory, no more
I can find myself again
now, I can sleep and dream of
a beautiful garden, surrounded by
colorful roses and sweet butterflies