Shattered Poem by Payyton Egerstaffer

i am now empty without pain,
i am only numb and can stare into the abyss,
i can only go on with lifeless eyes straight in front of me,
go on and continue to ignore all of this.
i will take no more notice to what you did,
how you pulled my heart from my chest,
ignoring my screams of pain and fearful cries,
just because you thought it would be best.
I will take no more notice to any of it,
and i will try and ignore the empty space.
i will act like i feel nothing when i feel everything
every time i think of your perfect face.
i will go on living without really living,
because i have no strength left in me to exist.
i will be the true meaning of living death;
i will be all of this because you insist.