She Left Me, Do I Dare Follow? Poem by Unknown Territory

I can't help her.
I can't hate her.
I can't mourn her.
I can't forget her.
I can't stop my love for her,
I can't respect me.

Who am I?
Am I a good person?
Who am I?
Am I normal?
Who am I?
Am I broken?
Who am I?
Am I lost?
Who am I?
Am I alive?
Who am I?
I am nothing.

I wish beyond hope that I simply wasn't me,
I wish I was a tree, rooted sure and strong,
That dreams would die and sleep no longer wrong.

What I would give to just no longer be me.
Let all that was, die forever,
no former thought returned in serene displeasure.

I want to be free from that which makes me, me.
What then, old friend, would become of me?

I know that you are not weak enough to be better from this.
So even though you ache for one last kiss,
Stand friend, stand and hear clear the winds of change.

Taste deeply the salt of love,
understand the bite,
endure the fight,
remember always what is right.

Your heart torn asunder will to the depths shatter in waves of thunder all hopes of becoming something once known worth wonder.