Shield Of The Heart. Poem by Michaela Cooper

I had a Shield on my Heart.
So nothing could hurt me
Then someone one day did something stupid and smiled at me.
and suddenly I realised that something was missing.
I gave him something, something he didn't ask for and i can't get it back.
I hurts without it especially when he doesn't realise he has it.
I gave him my heart and without him giving me something back it will keep hurting.
Something such as Love shouldn't be able to this kind of thing to you.
it got inside me and is ripping at my insides, it is inside and is stabbing me in the back.
Crying in my bed at night when no one hear me i think about the happy person i used to be, and just when i nearlly have the Shield of My Heart up again, he just comes back and Smiles at me again and suddenly I realise I will never live the same again.
The Shield Of My Heart is Gone...