Silent Pain 2 Poem by Kovan White

Do I care too much about what people think of me?
Sometimes I think my mind and body be betraying me
I try to go and be alone but it ain't mint to be
Hind and seek… mentally… sorrow keep on finding me

I stay reserved… cause my motions go from 2 to 10
Call me the hunk… cause a monsters sleeping deep within
Even my keen folk… can't even escape the smoke
Then I'm laying in the bed… gun pointing straight to my head

I can't breathe... can't seem... to stop these tears
When I scream... in my dreams… I disappear
When I feel… a little ill… another pill
Yo what's the deal… the pharmacy is my master kneel

Kill Bill wasn't real… livin in a movie reel
Tell how I'm supposed to to heal… in a world that's selfish still
In a world that's full of thrills…Eat you up like your the meal
Tell me how I'm supposed to deal… when master got the power here