Jasmine Appelhaus

(2-28-97)

Silent Suicide


i hate the sun
i hate the sky
i hate your laughter
i hate your smiles

i hate the way everyone has a reason to smile
i hate the way everyone can feel so free

i hate that people think that i need to be fixed
i hate that people think that they can fix me

i love the moon
i love the night
i love your crying
i love your pain

i love the way everyone suffers
i love the way everyone feels pain

i love that so many people are broken
i love that so many people can't be fixed

i have a knife
its blade is cold

i have a gun
its got one bullet

im all alone
im on my own

i hate life
i hate everything

so if goodbye is a second chance well
goodbye

the end...
its silent suicide...
goodbye

Submitted: Sunday, January 22, 2012
Edited: Monday, January 23, 2012

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  • Deep Mukherjee (1/29/2012 1:36:00 PM)

    a person who writes so well does n't need pessimistic mask to hide his true emotions! ! ! you are talented; embrace the world! ! ! (Report) Reply

  • Rajendran Muthiah (1/22/2012 9:53:00 PM)

    As a young poet, you are fantastic in expressing the feelings of a sadist. But rid of the mindset for committing any serious thing. Failure of any kind must be the stepping stone to get success in our next attempt. Efforts to shine in life are not limited. You have to probe a lot of things happening around you and others. Extraordinary talents of yours should be used to bring wonderful poems like this. Cheers! (Report) Reply

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