Sinner Confused Poem by Adeline A Roberts

Seemed like it was over
I felt free for a moment
You are free he said
You are free

Was I deceiving myself
Why did the urge
Spring back onto me

like a fire rekindled
I felt the heat
I accepted the warmth

Did I really want this
who are you living in me
why do you cling on to me
I am not you slave
Or am I

Don't I belong to Him
He said we are one didn't He
I don't want you
Let Him have me
All of me

Do I want this
I did feel good
But only for a moment
Should I hate myself
Why shouldn't I

Leave me be
I want to be a baby again
Innocent and pure
fragile and weak

Leave me be
I am not yours!
I am not yours!
I am His!

But why do I
Feel He is not mine
What you make me do
Makes Him leave

I want Him!
I want HIm!
I want Him!
Not you