.so...Those Thoughts Are Still There? ? . Poem by iron panda 23

Barely thinking about it
those thoughts returned
after reading about it
she seems to have learned
although she already knew
about the signs of self annihilation

She tried to put them asside
but they wont reside
they still appear every now and then
why cant her happiness come back
she tried again
to get it back...but...
she just keeps failing...

She knows...well feels
that everyone is better off without her
they tell her its not true
but why cant she believe in you? ?
in what you say
she cant trust anymore
or even believe in herself
lately...nothing has really helped

those thoughts...theyre still there...hiding...

~IP23