So Unbearable To Be Me Poem by Dezere DeLaRoca

I'm searching for that someone,

I'm searching for myself,

I wish I was much stronger,

when they called me little elf,


I don't think much of it,

but thats only at the time,

I try to let it go,

or make it into a funny joke, or rhyme,


you see me as you want to,

or even call me names,

and I know it's to better you,

thats why we play these games,


I smile to make me better,

to make it go away,

but your always here besides me,

and I know it's here to stay,


these voices they get louder,

as I make another year,

I don't what to do,

they now became more fears,


I don't know why I fear them,

or why they are so cruel,

I guess it's in the handbook,

for the bullies at my school,


they think there really funny,

so cool as can be,

It's gotten so much painful,

so unbearable to be me.