Soldier Of The Cosmos: Joyful? Poem by Rebekah Wooten

Joyful?
More like sorrowful...
A handful
Of dreams -shredded feathers really-
A shattered morphed reflection
That's all am I
Everyone else's perspectives
Repeated words
Known but unheard of to speak aloud
A wandering stray
That wants to stay but doesn't want to say it
(((Doesn't have a say about it!)))
All I am -and have always been- is an echo
No!
Many echoes
All echoes
I am the entire universe in a Corporal form
It created me
Shapes me
I feel raped
I'm ashamed
I cannot escape
I'm enslaved
I am the rescuer
The one who needs to be saved
I am afraid
But I cannot refrain
I am the universe's vessel
I am not actual simply because
I
Am
Just
As
~Tangible~
As
YOU!
I am soldier of the cosmos
A lost cause it would be to fight back
To attempt battle
Or to attack
Joyful?
No dreadful....
Perhaps it would be joyful
If the world should quit it's axial ways
But the end of days are near not yet