Someone Else.. Poem by Burned into Sadness

Like a dot(light) comingor edging slowly towards the red light where everything stops and the sun will shine no more.

Then it rains and a smile spreads across.

It trys to reach golden waves through the maze and confusion but it can not and redness beats no more.

Normal then shut off in the darkness where everythinglooks different and where no one can see the marks or sad poems.

Then it rains and everything is ok for a moment.

Flags blowing in the wind makes me happy.

Outsidedarkness and rain with winds and clouds and it is trying to reach golden waves is different than, the darkness is alll around and there is numbers where the marks hurt and there is not music is very different.

Sprinkling is ok but harder rain is better. Against the windsheild. I can see the moon but it can not see me. I can only see its rays, that try to reach golden waves.

Confused heart, broken heart beating but it hurts. Doesn't get anything that happens around it. It doesn't react how it should. The breathing stops and the heart stops.

Silent writing in the dark car at 9: 30 is fun. It's raining and I feel ok.

Victoria says the cows are sitting, it is going to rain.
Not hungry, never have for oh so some weeks..nervousness wasted really. The sweater will come back on.

Trees are the darkest things against the night sky.

A minivan goes by a streetlight as a hug bug. It wishes it were something else just like all of us.

I would write a sad story but always tears come, angry explods and the marks burnfor friends.

I am not emo, I just have a little problem. Maybe bigger than I know.

Hopefully I can read all of this later.

My eyes wish they could fall asleep and dream good dreams about him but my heart is still confused.

The hugs are nice but it makes my heart even more confused. It really does.

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