Something's Coming Over Me Poem by Desy Newbill

Something’s coming over me
And its bitter to the world
I really find it hard to believe
That my ignorance will return
My naive moments and days
Proved to be most peaceful
Until the truths were revealed
As they were always meant to
I learn much faster now
I can shut you out much easier
I am less understanding
And I’m not a people pleaser
And when my mind is made up
It is written in stone
There is no escaping me
The me that I have become
I am the outcome of my pain
Which cannot be taken away
Is this a good thing
Or is this bad
I suppose time will tell
As I travel my paths
But don’t expect much from me
I am not very giving
Cause when you give love
And you don’t receive
It’s hard to be forgiving
So when you come back around
I may just let you in
But it will never be as good
As it could have been
I’ll hold a truth in my heart
That will never go away
You didn’t treat me the way
That I deserved to be