Sometimes Poem by Kiana Ballard

Sometimes i know hes thinking of me.
sometimes i know hes not..
Am i invisible or can he see? Am i really important to him or is this just an apifiny?
Does he understand, does he really? ? cus right now things are strange and i dont know if they will ever change.
i dont like this feeling, i thought he was better thn this.but i was wrong..wayy off..
Everytime we fade into the distance from each other, Theres always this light saying 'ill never find another.'
i wish it was true but i know way deep down its a lie.He makes me feel so ary..this isnt right.
I hate it.i SWEAR! ! ! ! i wish i could stop this chain of never ending heartake.
Its like whtever i do im never good anoughfor his sake.
I guess his type is all fake becaue i cant be more real thn this.
sometimes...