Special Secret Knights Poem by Jessie Li here

U always ask why i say such things
But u never believe my answer
i know u want to ask why
i show u everything, as if i want u to hear
my pitiful answer
I love it when u say the kind words
no one else will speak
It almost makes my heart beat faster
It almost makes my face light up
But i must keep up this facade
U wonder why thats my answer
I guess im used to it
Nothing else makes sense
I always seem to be falling into
the darkness being dragged down
by my 'once best friend's' words
It seems her only pleasure is to rip me apart inside
But strangly enough
Ur words show me the light

I can never tell this to u
I'd just lose the words u give
I'll just fall into the dark
Dragged down by her words without u
My secret knights