Squaring Off With Her Influence Poem by Not The Pilot

do you see, what you're bringing to the table for me?
i'm not sure if i can handle everything
this is the part, where you're throwing out names
and i'm sorry darling, but you'll remain the one to blame

look me in the eyes while you speak
i see you shaking, staying buckled to your seat
i see you shaking

just another story under my belt
look me in the eyes
give me another one of your heartfelt
apologies
ask her anything
she'll pull a testimony straight out of her
as she calls it, aesthetic look on life

now tell me one time
tell me one time
something that is truth
and cross your fingers as you lie to me
yes, i know you far too well

i'm giving up, i'm forgetting everything
i'm giving up on you
i'm forgetting everything you've said
but i won't forgive anything that you did